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See? I am working on them. I guess I just have to do all of them in sketch form until I can get another tablet. *sigh* This sucks.

Totaldrama1 by emo-nerd Requestsketch by emo-nerd Requestsketch4 by emo-nerd Request5 by emo-nerd

So bad news guys, my tablet broke :( Which means no more drawing for a while. I'm really sorry to everyone that asked for requests but it looks like it's gunna take even longer to do these. *sigh* The reason I did this whole line art specific request thing was so I could do these drawings faster, and now this fuckin happens. FML. Seriously. :iconlll-plz:

I'm gunna try and see if I can get it fixed, what's wrong with it exactly, or I might have to buy a new one in which case I have to wait until I get some money together. UGH! I hate this! All I wanna do is draw nice stuff for nice people so they can have nice things but NOOOOOO the universe likes to fuck with me! :icontantrumplz:

So, again, I'm really sorry everyone. You can keep asking for stuff, and I promise I'll do all the ones I said I would and finish those I've started, it's just gunna take some time now.



This is so fuckin stupid and I feel so bad about it, but I made a Paypal account and thought if anyone wants to donate some money to help me buy a new tablet I might try and see. There's no obligation obviously, and it's stupid because I do free requests specifically so people don't have to pay because I know everyone on here's as broke as me, but here it is anyway. If anyone does decide to donate I guess I could do something special for you. If you're one of the people that asked for a request already maybe I'll actually do a full colour version of it. I'm still gunna do all the requests already asked, don't worry. It's just, like I said, gunna take some time. But if I had a tablet I could finish them sooner :D And of course any donations would be solely for my tablet. Ugh, I feel like such a dick.…
I've recently joined a few line art/colouring groups on here since I have quite a few unfinished drawings due to the fact that I HATE COLOURING! So I was thinking of offering up my services again, but this time to people that enjoy colouring and want something of their own to colour. So if you would like a personalized drawing of JUST line work that you can colour yourself, have as your own, and put up in your own gallery, please let me know.

You Won't Have To Strain To Look Into My Eyes by emo-nerd Line art by me
You Won't Have to Strain to Look Into My Eyes by UsoppLover4EVER Coloured by :iconusopplover4ever:

As always, anything requested is FREE FREE FREE! I don't do commissions so you don't have to worry about money. I'm just kind of tapped out of my own ideas and would like some inspiration via requests, but again, I HATE colouring but would love to just do some line art drawings for people.

If you have something in mind that you would like done, please specify what you would like (characters, positions, pose, scene, etc.) and I'll do my best :icongrin--plz:

I now have a Tumblr account.


"Why?" you might ask. WELL.....




....I don't know.


This way fellow sheep :sheepish: Baaa

*sigh* I know I haven't really kept to my promise of fulfilling everyone's request and I'm really sorry :iconimsorryplz: I haven't come on here in a while (a while meaning I used to go on everyday) and it's mostly to do with my mental condition. I don't really wanna go into it cause it's pretty long and probably confusing to some people; suffice to say that my drive to draw or write (the two things that I love the most and make me happy) is pretty much nonexistant, and I'm pretty sure my illness has a lot to do with that.

I'm not trying to get pity or sympathy or anything, I just kinda wanted to explain why these drawings are taking so long. When it's the hardest thing to do just to get out of bed when I wake up, I don't really have the energy or motivation to go draw something. In retrospect I probably shouldn't have offered requests, but I put up that journal when I was fairly healthy enough and actually still drawing pretty much everyday.

So I thought I might put a journal of all the requests I've got in hopes of maybe pushing me to try and finish them:
(I'm certain they won't get done in this order, but that's how I work apparently lol)

:bulletblack: Not Started
:bulletyellow: Sketching
:bulletorange: Inking/Colouring
:bulletgreen: Finished

:iconyumikonagi: : OCs Nag and Yumiko :bulletyellow:

:iconmigsgarcia5127: : Gumball :bulletyellow:

:iconspitfire911: : OC pony Windchime :bulletgreen:…

:iconhillygon: : Chris Lair and Lilian Hale from W.I.T.C.H :bulletblack:

:iconveronyak: : OC pony :bulletblack:

:iconchellcampbell: OC Michiru :bulletgreen:…

:iconchemical-blade: : OC and Patrick :bulletyellow:

:iconusopplover4ever: : Clint/Bruce :bulletblack:

:iconrunningnorth: : OC pony Heartbeat :bulletgreen:…

:iconcrazycatbox: : Nanami and Tomoe :bulletblack:

:iconsnlckers: OC pony Pencil Tip :bulletgreen:…

:iconmusettavendetta: : OC pony Marshmallow Daze :bulletblack:

:iconraspberryfanta: : OC pony :bulletblack:

:iconfrozrose: : OC Frozen Rose :bulletgreen:…

Like I've always said, I'm always up for requests, even if I'm not really healthy enough or have the drive, but I WILL keep it in my mind and finish it sooner or later lol. As long as you're okay with that, groovy.
  • Listening to: The Black Keys
I want requests! GIMMIE GIMMIE GIMMIE!
They're :iconrainbow-fplz::iconrainbow-rplz::iconrainbow-eplz::iconrainbow-eplz::iconrainbow-exclamation: :iconcheerplz:
  • Listening to: The Black Keys
I'm probably just talking to myself but here goes...

So, everyone that knows me on here (or most people) knows I fuckin HATE colouring! I'm bad at it, and it's just tedious and boring :iconoo-plz:

I don't know if there's anyone out there that just loves colouring, but if there is I would LOVE to get in contact with you. I love drawing but when the colouring process comes along I either put it off forever or sigh "fuck me" and half-ass my way through it. That's why I have so many lineart drawings. I'm also terrible at it, so either that's why I procrastinate or vice versa. I don't know if you people exist (or, again, if I'm just talking to myself) but I would be eternally in your debt if I could find one or several people that would be interested in colouring my drawings. Not all of them, obviously; that's asking a lot. I just mean if you see anything you like just blank and would bust a nut getting to colour it, feel free. That goes for anyone else, like I always say my stuff is free to use however anyone wants, except of course the things I draw specifically for people; that stuff belongs to them. I used to have a kind of "colour partner" on LJ, but that was during my bandom phase and I doubt she'd be interested in colouring anything unrelated to that. I'm also working on a drawing currently for :iconusopplover4ever: so she can colour it, but that was a specific request from her. I'm just generally putting it out there that I have a buttload of plain, lineart drawings (and I will accumulate more) and if there's anyone out there that just likes colouring in general, my art is available :iconilikeitplz:

Again, I don't even know if anyone's gunna see this, but if they do or if they think someone else might be interested, please pass it along. :iconrainbowsheep2:
  • Listening to: The Black Keys
Stolen from :iconhyuga-hina:


[  ] You have a short temper.
[  ] You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[  ] You are very competitive.
[X] You like to play with fire. (I just like looking at it…or burning things…)
[X] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all.
[  ] You prefer warm weather over cold weather.  (BOO!)
[  ] You often lose control over yourself.
[  ] You can be quite reckless.
[  ] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[X] People have often called you insane. (Bitch please. I am insane.)

Total: 3


[X] You have a calm, laid-back personality.
[  ] You like to go to the beach.
[X] You rarely get angry.
[X] When you do get angry, you know how to control it.
[X] You think before you act.
[X] You are good at breaking up fights.
[  ] You are a good swimmer.
[  ] You like the rain.
[X] You can stay calm in stressful situations.
[X] You are very generous.

Total: 7


[X] You are physically strong.
[  ] You have a close connection with nature. (*starts singing "Colour Of The Wind" sarcastically*)
[X] You don't mind getting dirty.
[X] You form strong opinions on issues that concern you.
[  ] You could easily survive in the wild. (HA!)
[  ] You care about the environment. (Pfft, we're all dead in 50 years. Fuck it.)
[X] You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted.
[  ] You rarely get depressed.
[X] You aren't afraid of anything. (Bring it!)
[X] You prefer to have a strict set of rules. (…rules can be a good thing.)

Total: 6


[X] You have a free spirit. (I think most would just describe me as "being weird")
[  ] You hate rules.
[  ] You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed spaces.
[X] You hate to be restrained. (By THE MAN!)
[X] You are very independent and outgoing. (Independent, yes. The other…not so much)
[X] You are quite intelligent.
[  ] You tend to be impatient.
[  ] You are easily distracted.
[X] You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying. (Just annoying lol)
[X] You wish you could fly. (Mainly superpowers. …doesn't everyone?)

Total: 6


[X] You spend most of your time alone. (Naww I sound so sad lol)
[X] You prefer nighttime over daytime.
[X] You like creepy things. ( I AM creepy things…)
[X] You like to play tricks on people. (Prankster FTW!)
[X] Black is your favorite colour/color.
[X] You prefer the villains over the heroes in movies, TV shows, videogames, etc.
[X] You don't talk much. (I'm surrounded by people that talk TOO much)
[X] You are atheist. (What!? That's not fair…)
[X] You don't mind watching scary movies. (I LOVE them)
[  ] You love to break the rules.

Total: 9


[X] You are very polite.  
[  ] You are spiritual. (Uh…I believe we already covered theology)
[X] When someone is in trouble, you never hesitate to help them. (Is that the Sen Signal I see? Come young ward, there's evil afoot!)
[  ] You believe everything you see or hear.
[  ] You are afraid of the dark.
[  ] You hate violence. (IRL, yes. Otherwise…eeh...)
[  ] You hope for world peace. (Pipe dream. Certified cynic)
[X] You are generally a happy person.
[X] Everyone loves to be around you. (lol for some reason)
[X] You always follow the rules. (Generally)

Total: 5

...I don't get it.
  • Listening to: The Black Keys
Tagged by :iconim-gona-eat-u:

The Rules:
1. You must post the rules.
2. Each person must post 5/6 things about themselves in their journal
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer.
4. You have to choose 5 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged them.
6. No tag backs
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "You're tagged if you're reading this". You legitimately have to tag 5 people.

1. I'm quite strange and unique...and I like it that way :D
2. I have a pet snake whom is my child of another species (albino cornsnake named Jake)
3. I have a thing with germs and people using proper grammar in my presence (which can be quite irritating for others I can imagine)
4. I enjoy my own company and will often talk to myself (and/or inanimate objects lol)
5. I am a DIE HARD Canadian!

1. If you could be any mythical creature, what would u be?

A Gliesean (a race of people I created who live on the planet Gliese near the constellation Aquarius, I think) Or a blood elf. Or a Vulcan if they're acceptable.

2. Do you personally think i'ma pretty cool chick (based off of what you know about me) ?

Totes MaGoats dude! I like people that remind me of myself lol.

3. If you could have change your hair to any color without ppl judging you, what would you change your hair color to?

Probably green since that's the only colour I haven't dyed my hair yet. I dye my hair a lot. It's one of my few artistic liberties lol.

4. What is your favorite type of music?

Alternative rock, screamo, emo,  or whatever Tokyo Police Club, Foster The People, M83, The Naked And Famous, Florence + The Machine, and things of that like are considered.

5. What do you think is your best artwork (send me a link to it please in the comments or on here) ? Because I did it entirely by hand with my tablet Because it's probably the most detailed thing I've ever done

6. Do you like gum?

Hellz yeah!

7. Did you know that cucumbers have wicked souls?

Well then I'm glad I devour them with the most gruesome teeth knashing I can invoke! BWA HAHAHA!!

8. Do you play on the Xbox?

No :( My bros got one. I have a PS2. *is poor*

9. What would you do if i met you and threw a ear of corn at your foot then hugged you?

"Oh what a waste of lovely corn. Come here you crazy bitch!" *hug ensues* lol

10. What do you think i look like (if you don't already know)?

I'm picturing some hot scene chick with blonde hair and like red or pink underneath. And sparkly greenand orange eyeshadow, dark brown eyes, thick black eyeliner, and ruby red lips. With red skinny jeans and an Adventure Time t-shirt. that was creepily detailed lol.

11. What would you do if you were stuck with me during a zombie invasion/apocalypse thingy?

Tell you to get behind me and check the exits. Then I'd toss you one of my military survival knives and a pistol while I grab my trusty airsoft shotgun and barbed wire wrapped cricket bat. I'd tell you to cover me while I grab my Max Brooks and George A. Romero collections, then kick the door down; you take the left, I take the right. We shoot the shit out of anything that moves and cheese it to the van then peel out and hit the open road.

My questions for you:

1. If you were lord/lady of the world for one day, what would you decree?

2. There's a minotaur at the door, a giant scorpian at the window, and a noxious gas breathing evil lobster on the phone. What do you do?

3. Fuck/Marry/or Kill: Link, Cloud, Mario.

4. What is (in your opinion) the most UNDERRATED movie of all time?

5. What is (in your opinion) the most OVERRATED movie of all time?

6. What movie/book/video game are you most looking forward to?

7. Who's your personal idol (can be a real person or made up)?

8. If you woke up as the opposite sex, what's the first thing you'd do?

9. What thing/things make you the most nostalgic?

10. Would you rather be a superhero or a super villain, and what would your power be?

11. If you could create a new planet what would it be like (inhabitants, climate, animals, general location in the cosmos, moons, other planets, geography, name, and any other attributes you'd like to add)?

I tag :iconmistressnobody: :icon13lackat13: :iconmegrandy: :iconjessicaforrest: :iconunconsciousargentine:
  • Listening to: The Black Keys
Sooo I doubt y!gallery is ever gunna be fixed, so I was wondering if anyone knows of any other site similar to it for slash art. I took a look at Yaoi Heaven or something but it looked more like it was just for yaoi (anime) stuff and I was looking for a site for any kind of slash art. I still have my LiveJournal art account where I post my slash stuff but I get little to no acknowledgment for anything I put up there. Also another great aspect of y!gallery was the communities, and again I know LJ has art communities but there's much less of a variety of fandoms on there. I'm really ambivalent about posting any slash stuff on here because this place is so friggen prudish and intolerant I'm always scared of getting banned again. *sigh* I really miss y!gallery, can anyone help me out?
  • Listening to: The Black Keys
I'm currently working on a dollmaker/dress-up game thing (as in drawing the base and clothes) but I have no idea how to actually put it all together in working order as a movable game type thing on here. Is there like a specific program you need, like Flash or something? Is there a simple way of doing it (I don't need a lot of bells and whistles)? I just thought I'd ask on here since I love playing dollmaker games and there's a lot of really good ones on here so I thought someone might be able to help me out. If anyone can it would be most appreciated :D
  • Listening to: Awolnation
So I feel like a jerk because I know I have requests and art trades and shit I'm currently working on that aren't getting done. The reason why is I have several other jobs I'm doing, that are actual jobs! One being an art board for my work and the others being tattoo commissions. Guys I am soooo fuckin stoked about this; I have an actual tattoo artist getting his own studio interested in my stuff and considering apprenticing me :eager:! One tattoo design I'm working on was asked for by a friend of my dad's and if he likes it and gets it done, I get a percentage of the cost for that, and in turn might get to work at the studio. I'm just so happy right now because I feel like my art career is finally starting to take off (and it only took 24 fuckin years lol) so I'm trying my best to put my heart and soul and all my talent into this endeavor. Now that's not saying that I don't love doing requests cause I do and you guys know how happy those make me, and I will still be doing them, it just might take a little while longer because I've got a lot on my plate right now.

You guys are amazing and thank you all sooo much for supporting me and liking all the crazy crap I do :love:
  • Listening to: Rise Against
My friend and co-worker Angela is an amazing photographer (and just an awsome person in general) and she took some equally incredible pictures of me and my baby Jake. These are probably the best pictures of me there are or will ever be lol, so if you don't know me in person and you've ever wanted to see what I actually look like, ...uh go take a look :iconwynterone:

Check out all her shit anyway cause it's fuckin sick.
  • Listening to: Temper Trap
Okay so Cafe Press sucks and I have been getting shit all from there, so I found Threadless and have since created an account on there. It seems pretty cool, and I LOVE that you get actual comments and feedback from other people (that have so far liked my stuff lol). The only thing is I don't think you get paid if they sell one of your shirt designs, but my friend Laura and I are gunna be setting up a website soon that will contain t-shirt designs, a comic, possibly a cartoon, and just generally advertising the array of different creative artistry we'll be branching out too. Anything really. It sounds like just a mish-mash of creative juices just swirling in a giant creative, artistic gumbo BWA HAHAHHA!!....I don't know why I did the laugh....

Anyway here's my account… RATE IT! BUY IT! LOOOOOVE IT!!

Also, once again, if anyone knows of any site that you can submit t-shirt designs for and get paid for as well, please let me know.
  • Listening to: Mariana's Trench
I started my own account/store on cafepress so I can maybe get all those t-shirt design ideas actually sold. I have a ton of them, and I doubt anyone will buy any of them but it'd be nice to know what it feels like to get paid for my art lol. I only have three of my designs up there right now, just cause it took me forever to figure out how to use the site, but I already have a bunch more in the works that I plan to put up asap :D…
  • Listening to: Alexisonfire


Journal Entry: Sun Nov 8, 2009, 10:33 PM

Ooh you're all sooo jealous...

Edit: Ahhhh I just found out Motion City Soundtrack has been revealed as one of the other bands performing at Jingle Bell Rock!! FUCK YEAH!... and of course illScarlet will be there too :heart: From my hometown BIATCHES :finger:

  • Listening to: Ratitude
  • Listening to: Rise Against
Happy Birthday to MEEEEEEE!

...It was actually a few days ago (March 9) but I haven't gotten around to updating anything until now.


...The two are not connected...
  • Listening to: Kings Of Leon
Mowgli!? Pete....what the fuck! Ok, we all knew he was probably gunna use a name from a movie or something, but The Jungle Book!? I thought for sure Jack or Edward or something like that.

Well anyway, I'm super stoked for them and I wish them all the best :)
I want baby pictures!!
  • Listening to: The Flatliners
I will always still appreciate a nice guy. And I'm still waiting for mine.

♥To every guy that said, "Sex CAN wait"

♥To every guy that said, "You're beautiful"

♥To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her

♥To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.

♥To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls

♥To every guy that said he would die for her.

♥To every guy that really would.

♥To every guy that did what she wanted to die for

♥To every guy that cried in front of her...

♥To every guy that she cried in front of...

♥To every guy that holds hands with her.

♥To every guy that kisses her with meaning..

♥To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.

♥To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.

♥To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.

♥To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.

♥To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to
see her for ten minutes

♥To every guy that would give his seat up...

♥To every guy that just wants to cuddle.

♥To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.

♥To every guy who told his secrets to her.

♥To every guy that showed how much he cared through every word and every breath.

♥To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.

♥To every guy that believed in her dreams.

♥To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them

♥To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.

♥To every guy that walked her to her car and opened the door

♥To every guy that gave his heart.

♥To every guy who prays that she is happy even if you are not with her.

Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore...
And because of this, there are not many left out there...

I guarantee 90% of the men on your page will not repost this cuz they care more about their image

If you are a nice guy repost this with: "nice guys STILL finish last "

If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this way
repost this with: "To Every Guy"
  • Listening to: USS
I've been feeling really shitty lately. About a few different things but mainly my mum and my future. I started back on my meds and I dunno if that's what's doing it or what. I'm worried about where my life is going and what I plan to do for a career. I mean my plan has always been to do something in art, and I've wanted to do Illustration for a while now, and I still do but now I feel like I'll never be able to do it. Like I've always said if someone saw my work and really liked it, I could be hired on the spot, without any schooling or anything. But how realistic is that? How often does that happen? And even if it did, if someone's looking for an artist they'd most likely want one with experience in lots of different media and be able to do a variety of different things. No one hires an artist that's only good at one thing. I love life drawing and figure drawing and I can do it, but I've never honed that skill because I've always just wanted to do cartooning. But even cartoonists would've had to study different methods like figure drawing and realism, they would've had to go through schooling to learn and work on perfecting those skills. Every mentor I've talked to about the subject has always said draw everyday, draw as much as you can. And I do draw pretty much everyday, but it's all the same stuff, it's all cartoons. I have done other media like pastels, oil paint, acrylic, charcoal, gauche, and all that kind of stuff. So I know how but I don't do it frequently. I have a portfolio set up with some different things but they'd probably want it to be much more extensive. I've done different media before but I'm just mediocre at it all, and you have to be really good at all of them to get anywhere. I know everyone's gunna say "practice, practice, practice" but I need help and guidance in a class or something, and I don't have the money for that. And even if by some miracle I got the money, and learned everything I needed to know, and graduated, then what? Who needs Illustrators? What if no one needs one, and I couldn't get a job anywhere? That would've been all a waste. I mean I don't even know if Illustrator is a realistic dream. Is it? There's only a handful of jobs I can think of that require the skills I have. Maybe I'm working towards an unreachable goal. I'm wondering if I should look somewhere else, but this is all I have. Art has always been the only thing I ever loved and was good at, I have nothing else.

My biggest fear has always been that I’d end up in a cubicle like my mum. I’m just scared that I’m gunna be stuck working at a retail store or Tim Horton’s or something like that for the rest of my life. That’s probably a stupid fear, but I’m terrified of it. I joke that I’m going to be one of the vagrants on the streets of Toronto drawing doodles for change, and though I don’t believe that I’ll become homeless, I fear my life is on the same downward slope and I‘m running out of time. I guess I’m just kind of lost and scared at the moment. I get like this sometimes, I’ll just hate everything I draw and think I’m completely untalented and inept at everything, and wonder how I’ll ever make something of myself when I have nothing to offer the world. Hence the name I guess, right? lol